quit being a stalker..

ass!!!

kalau awk tak suka... saya lagi tak suka

if any of you (well basically no one in particular) didn't like what u read in this blog,then don't bother to come visit and read every single line that i wrote ok? because i just couldn't careless honey~

THANK YOU. :)

alhamdullilah

first of all i wanna wish my dear muhd fairuz happy birthday. semoga panjang umur dan dimurahkan rezeki. amin. and i love u so much always and forever. :)

alhamdullillah,on this date about half an hour ago,satu "majlis" yang buat rasa nervous and menggigil akhirnya selesai. just the way i want it to be. alhamdullilah again and sangat bersyukur. "tahniah untuk awak" that's what ayah said to me just now. rasa mcm nak menitik air mata. tapi kena tahan. nnt ayah kata emo sangat pulak. heheheh. how i really wish to hug ayah at that moment. senyum,yup itu je yang oleh buat masa tu. hmmmm

nways my first basic step dah selesai,so one down and two more step to go. amin.




*i'm so happy* i love u sayang!!

what i really want to do

...................is to get a good rest. i am friggin exhausted.. yes i am,haven't had enough sleep lately.. in fact today i woke up around 540am,after forcing myself to stop snoozing the alarm.. why 540am? because today is my graduation day. again? yeah.. kena sampai UPM pukul 730am,lambat sket means akan lambat forever.. jalan jamm pagi2.. tak seronok..

last week + this week memang penat sentiasa.. so lepas ni,nak rest gegila,biar tido seharian.. *heheh* biar puas.. esok kena pegi balik UPM nak pulangkan jubah,amik transkrip,amik gambar and so on and so forth.. tiring.. dah laa jauh..

and on saturday morning,kena laa prepare diri sket.. taleh penat2 dah,kalau nak penat2 pun biar lepas2 tu.. and what a relief to know,on monday is a PUBLIC HOLIDAY!! yeehuuu.. TIDO TIDO TIDO!!!

so........................................... i better stop here,katil dengan bantal dah panggil2 untuk bermesra.. tarik comforter and.. ZzZzzZzZzZzzzzzzZzzZZZZz

today is tuesday teacher

that means i have 4 days to go.....










gulp.. still counting............................................

to let it out or not to let it out

heheh tajuk je konon dah abis mysterious laa kan? i am very much wanted to jot "things" down,but i just can't.. *of course there's a bloody reason why* i had one helluva of weekend,very tiring -mentally and physically.. tapi hebat,berjaya mengatasi jugak.. hehehe

aaaarrrgghhhhhhhh nak tulisssssssssssssssssssssssss,nak tulisssssssssssssssss pasal itu,tapi terpaksa hold back.. shit shit shit!! geramnya!! aaa some of you mesti pikir apahal laa ngan dia ni,but some of you jugak tau what the hell is happening with me.. camni laa,kita berteka teki with each other okies?

demmit,susah gila bila kita nak citer something tapi takbleh,rasa cam ada benda tersumbat je kat dada.. whatever shit i'm into rite now,this entri will definitely reminds me of something.. something that is very hard to erase.. it can be anything from everything.. heh~ wwoooaahhh gila babi.................................. hehehehehheh :p



ps : ni yang rasa nak ada meeting ahli tingkap ni.. aduyaaiiiii

insyallah

sangat nervous nak tunggu minggu depan.. on the 25th Oct 2008 insyallah.. iisshh,i hope everything will be OK.. takut jugak.. ada macam2 perasaan sekarang,bayang kan bnyk2 tu semua mix up.. rasa happy,rasa nervous,rasa cuak,rasa risau,rasa ermm rasa yang berbelah bahagi,darab, tambah,algebra,theorem pithagoras *hehe over plak*.. semua laaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa.. aaa pening gila!!

but all in all,sebenarnya happy and rasa mcm tak sabar jugak.. sbb consider menda ni as the first step utk second phase of mylife.. its a serious matter,no more playing around and stuff.. tapi rasanya tader laa as bad as it sound kan?

seriously after what i've been through,this is what i want.. what ever happen next will be another chapter in mylife.. *berdoa yang terbaik,insyallah. amin* semua orang mesti nak yang terbaik kan? and hopefully life ahead will be bless,dirahmati kebahagiaan.. *amin*

another 8 days to go,yup.. am counting the days.. doakan saya ye. thank u~

day out with the girls

went to pavillion yesterday with the girls,kiky jaja and *joii.. hahahahahahhahha.. watched house bunny,ok laa.. typical punya jalan citer la.. something like this,this one bunny got kicked from the playboy mansion-homeless-met the losers-make them famous and stuff-yadayadayada and bla bla.. ending cam biasa laa,the losers menang and tak jadi loser lagi..

the girls from left to right : jaja,myself,kiky and *joii (miahaha sorry laa beb,aku classify kau as the girls jugak laa ye) lama tak buat entri with pics.. huhuhu

demam.. ye demam lagi

haven't update anything since my last entri sbb demam.. yupp DEMAM.. sebelom puasa demam,masa puasa demam,bengkak gusi,lepas raya demam.. DEMAM SEPANJANG TAHUN!!