salam aidilfitri

ye itu laa dia.. selamat hari raya aidilfitri to everyone!!
maaf zahir dan batin..


untuk dear friends,sila laa datang rumah a week after raya,sbb first week ai beraya kat tganu mehh.. heheh.. soalan seperti "takde open hse ke?" "bila turn umah kau nak buat makan2 ni?" dan semua yang agak bunyi cam lebih kurang sama sekali tak dilayan.. datang aje okes? kalau ada rezeki bleh laa makan2 kalau tader kuih raya kan ada,kalau kuih raya dah abes,biskut kering ada,kalau tader gak,paling chokia pun air sirap.. apa kes ni,datang nak beraya ke datang nak makan2 minum2 sedap2 ni? huhuhuhu.. tapi percaya aahh,aku tader laa sekedekut tu.. heheh,so again SELAMAT HARI RAYA UNTUK SEMUA,MAAF ZAHIR BATIN!!

suruh pegi sekolah berbagai alasan..

this is my conversation with my brother on msn earlier this morning :

wanie said:
orang pagi2 belajar bukan nye main bola
iqbal freestyle said:
kerek eh
iqbal freestyle said:
ambik udara segar la
iqbal freestyle said:
sekarang dah belajar
iqbal freestyle said:
tulis surat untuk hari isnin rabu khamis
iqbal freestyle said:
tulis dalam satu surat
iqbal freestyle said:
anti saya bayar
wanie said:
aaarghhhh tader masa aku

yup,pagi2 masa nak pegi keja tadi dah tgk dia main bola.. amik angin katanya,pastu end up,kakak dia ni jugak kena tuliskan surat ponteng skolah.. surat ponteng tu pulak mmg dah ada dalam pc kat office ni.. tinggal edit alasan dgn date je.. tapi kali ni,biarkan dia.. dah laa nak PMR buat perangai mcm dah abis skolah.. tapi ramai org kata,adik mcm kakak.. erkkk? ye ker? hahaha..

ps : ni laa budak yang datang sekolah seminggu 2 3 kali.. lagi 2 hari tu biasanya burn baby burn..

betol-betol mencabar minda

bulan puasa ni macam2 pulak dugaan dia.. sakit itu sakit ini.. perggh mana bleh blah ok? haritu masa awal2 puasa demam,demam yang terok jugak la.. sampai taleh bangun,batuk2 yang ganas,flu yang dasyat sampai bleh automatically tak smoke for almost a week,OMG!! nways pastu period pulak,biasa laa senggugut apa sumer.. killing wooo!!

and now,dah nak dekat seminggu sakit gusi.. gusi bengkak~ ni yang paling mencabar skali laa.. dah laa bulan puasa pastu dia punya sakit berdenyut2 sampai effect gigi.. pastu bengkak tanak elok2.. wtf? haihhh,skang makan pun dah tak efektif mana.. perot tu lapar je.. taleh kunyah woo~ kalau nak kunyah kena perlahan2.. makan pun menda lembut2 je.. harap2 bengkak gusi ni elok sebelom nak raya! aaaaa nak raya,nak makan best2..

ps : semlm berbuka makan tauhu sumbat (tapi keluarkan timun,yang keras taleh ada) cicah sos,amik ikan sket (no rice sbb taleh kunyah,sob sob) & mango.. tu pun main slurp je.. skang ni slalu main telan2 je makanan tu.. kunyah sket2 je.. mau tercekik! gila lapaaaarrr~ wwuuuuu~

i'm praying for my happy ending

i'm hoping that "all this mess" will end soon..










i'm praying hard for my happy ending.. pray for me too.. insyallah
amin.

akhirnya..

aku menangis jugak tadi selepas percubaan menyekat airmata semalaman tidak berjaya.. suka atau tidak dengan fakta sebenar aku harus terima.. susah,sangat susah dan sangat perit untuk aku terima,let alone deal with it.. tapi apa patut aku buat? aku sangat stuck and jam dengan semua ni.. dan aku belom berani untuk berdepan..

petunjuk kah semua ini? di bulan ramadhan yang diberkati.. aku harus kuatkan semangat untuk menjadi lebih tabah..

aku akan cuba.. insyallah





personal note to dearest kakyah : thank you for comforting me at times when i can't even think straight.. u were there to witness my weakness.. i felt like a little child when u held me that way..i just cudn't help it.. nangis and nangis and nangis.. sorrrryyy..

ntah apa kena pun tatau la

kadang-kadang aku pelik dengan perubahan diri sendiri.. nak nak dari cara pemikiran.. ada je menda bukan-bukan nak pikir.. pelik laa.. its like as if i can't make my own decision..

attitude pun kadang-kadang bercelaru gak.. apa neh? haiyooo.. aku sakit ke apa? ke ni tanda tanda untuk ke hospital bahagia,muahahaha.. mintak jauh la bulan2 posa ni.. mulut nak jahanam je..

apa-apa pun aku harap perubahan diri ni tak effect untuk benda2 lain.. dia just datang mcm angin je.. sekali lalu je laa harap2nya.. *tapi cam dah selalu je lately ni*

atau..

maybe perubahan hormon? isshh gila gedik ayat~ hahaha *aku bosan laa*

tanda

terasa sudah tak lama.. sabtu ini si dia akan datang ke kl dan berbuka puasa bersama.
ahad akan bersama mencari gelungan itu untuk dijadikan tanda. iya,tanda... rasa seperti tak percaya,makin dekatkah waktu itu? *terdiam,namun tersenyum..

akan dikhabarkan berita gembira itu nanti kepada kawan-kawan untuk sama2 meraikannya.. doakan aku bahagia~ amin..

*masih senyum..

until the time is through

k the title above is the title of a song.. by a british boyband - FIVE!!! yay *claps*
nways tadi kat office cam teringat pulak lagu ni,so tros search kat youtube.. jeng jeng jeng!! terpikir nak post kat blog.. yyaerghh brilliante!!

tatau kenapa but i really like this song,alaa zaman skolah2 dulu kan primary school,mana nak reti minat lagu lain,mesti boybands punya la.. dtg pulak kalau dgn pakej good looking kan? suara kemik cam nick carter pun sedap jugak.. hehehhe,dulu bsb,boyzone (siap beli jam swatch boyzone tu,gila semangat ann) 911,five,code red mmg minat gilaaarrkkk! tapi n'sync cam tapenah masuk dlm list.. tatau laa nape..

anywaaaaaaaaaaaaaaayys,this is the song.. cuba dengar,siap paste lyrics lagi tu..




Now and forever, Until the time is through

I can't believe it, I don't know where to start,
No baby, So many questions deep inside my heart

Give me a moment before you go,
There's something you ought to know.

[Chorus]
Baby now and forever,
Until the time is through (Until the time is through),
I'll be standing here,
Waiting and never give up my faith in you (Give up my faith in you),
Trying to make it clear,
Without your love, I'd be half a man, Maybe one day, You'll understand,
Now and forever, Until the time is through

I'll be waiting!

How can I tell you, so that you can see,
You know that, Love has a meaning,
When you are here with me (When you are here with me baby)

Give me a moment before you go,
There's something you ought to know.

[Chorus]
Baby now and forever,
Until the time is through (Until the time is through),
I'll be standing here,
Waiting and never give up my faith in you (Give up my faith in you),
Trying to make it clear,
Without your love, I'd be half a man, Maybe one day, You'll understand,
Now and forever, Until the time is through

There is no one to comfort me,
Here in my cold reality,
I'm searching for words,
What can I say to make you see.

Baby now, Until the time is through, I'll be Here. [2X]

[Chorus]
Baby now and forever,
Until the time is through (Until the time is through),
I'll be standing here,
Waiting and never give up my faith in you (Give up my faith in you),
Trying to make it clear,
Without your love, I'd be half a man, Maybe one day, You'll understand,
Now and forever, Until the time is through

nak tercabut dada

demam dah ok,panas badan dah kurang.. kuantiti cecair mukus dalam hidung tinggal baper percent je *walaupun slalu kena hembus,tissue dah abis berkotak,hidung dah pedih*..

tapi batuk? still champion.. sampai sakit2 kepala,dada jangan cakap la beb,rasa nak tercabut.. kenapa eh? rokok dah tak sentuh hampir 4 hari *wow!!!!!! unbelievable? believe it..*

owh,masih minum ais rupanya... *heh,duhh padan muka



ps : pukul 1232hrs.. lapaaaarr laaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa (owh,dah start berpuasa balik lepas 2 ari ponteng sbb sakit..) err,lagi 7 jam lerr,mari mengira waktu.

satu dugaan

bila tengah puasa,tetiba demam.. mmg demam ni dah dtg hint dia sebelom puasa arituh tapi tetiba arini pulak dia demam btol2.. mmg dugaan..

sangat tak larat woo.. badan rasa bahang je,blom lagi hingus meleleh tanpa disedari.. hidung tersumbat ok.. harapkan suara je belom rock lagi.. yang tu minta dijauhkan sangat laa.. rasa cam nak buka puasa makan ubat,tapi rasa sayang gila nak berbuka (waaaaaahh,terkejut dgn perubahan diri sendiri.. kalau tak dulu,laju je berbuka.. tapi skang? alhamdullilah..)

patutnya arini office balik pukul 3pm. tapi cas cas tak larat tu memang ketara kul 140pm dah kluar.. sampai je rumah teros tido dengan baju kerja + sweater + tag office.. itupun ingat nak bawak handbag tido skali.. tapi biar realistik sket kan?

ps : demam2 tak larat pun boleh lagi online kan? siap tulis2 blog lagi.. bukan apa,si dia nasihatkan untuk lawan demam.. jangan buat lembik2,lagi laa tak sihat.. so skang tgh cuba,kalau pengsan salahkan si dia.... heheheh

26th August 2008

this is what i received from him on 26th August.. hahah surprise surprise haa? you really got me this time.. i was bouncing and screaming my lungs out bila dapat ni.. bayangkan laa,penat2 balik keja tgk2 ada satu envelope yang BESAAAAAAAAAAARR gila for me.. one look at it dah tau dari siapa.. thank u sayang,i love u so much!!

ps : yours is coming just wait!!

From Ery And Aifaa

heyy guys, i know its been quite a while since my last entri. my bad,yeah i know.. i just didn't find anything interesting to talk about.. yeah boring me,boohhoo~ anyways...

last sunday before puasa,my friend ery and aifaa organized "the reunion : its-been-a-while-since-everyone-dapat-lepak-sama" at Tgi Fridays in Pavillion. So yeah it was really good to have everyone,well not everyone was there - Apit,Odey and Shunterd tader.. minus apol sbb dia mmg dah tanak balik Malaysia.. hehehe

We had a really good late lunch.. We ate everything we can,almost everything on the menu kitaorg order,sbb makan sumer lain2 dish dia.. hehe.. tapi yang tabest,masa tgh makan,my stomach buat hal.. sakit cucuk cucuk,maybe sbb minum coke kot.. errkk? we had our pics taken and stuff bla bla bla.. but seriously its been a while jugak laa.. i cudn't even remember when was the last time we had our pics taken ramai2 mcm ni.. and of course the bills - kachinggg~ was paid by ery and aifaa.. aauuuwww.. so sweeeeet~ THANK U DARLINGS!! next,taken from amy = let's have Carls Jr!! heheh

front row from left to right : wawan,meong,ameng,tot & wanie
back row from left to right : epah,fareed,ery,amy & bean

tak sempat amik gambar food sbb sumer org lapar gila.. concentrate kat makanan.. lepas makan,my friend ameng tak boleh tgk langsung dessert let alone rasa.. sbb dia dah terlmapau kenyang and nak muntah.. hehehe