to my brother

i know we've been on a rough relationship for almost 7 years,hating each other,barely talks and bla bla (all those shitty craps) but last nite,when u're finally decided to further ur studies, i know i'm gonna miss having u around.. no more "wehh diam sket la org nak tido", no more listening to ur out of tune singing-my-lungs-out, no more ur "wakakakakaka" gelak cam iblis that really pissed me off, no more U.. *sob sob sob*

mama will definitely miss u so much,her gets-on-my-nerves-but-yet-i-love-him-to-death son.. and so do i.. and ayah and iqbal too.. personally, i wish u well in france, best of luck on ur studies, and come home safe even if it takes you 5,10 or million years..

bye mubaraq~

ps : mama haven't stop crying since u left..

*i have to stop -menitikkan air mata- now.. tissue tissueeeeeee...*

0615hrs : bangun pagi,mandi,get ready to work

0735hrs : arrived at craven,waiting for my colleague,beli breakfast

0816hrs : sampai kat ofis,breakfast,kemas pantry,borak2 sket kat pantry

0850hrs : on pc,tgk2 apa yang patut,online kejap

1037hrs : online lagi... myspace,ym,friendster,myspace,blog - kerja tak buat2 lagi..

1042hrs : mama called,suh call astro.. wuisshh lupa laa pulak

1050hrs : astro settle,call mama bitau feedback,online lagi.. - kerja still lagi tak buat

1105hrs : ganesan a.k.a mr printing dtg,online lagi dan lagi - ni pesal ni? keja bila nak buat?

1115hrs : k serious2 lepas lunch hour buat kerja.. janji! skang ni nak online sket je lagi.. hahaha

*terror tak? hehehelang,ni kalau kantoi.. gila beb,UR FIRED laa kan. apa lagi? hehe

seorang kawan gua

gua ada seorang kawan ni yang sepatutnya datang jumpa gua kat office skang ni.. tapi bila gua telek2 rupanya dia bleh lagi bantai YM ngan gua.. boleh?







weh hazizul hasni (bukan nama sebenar) berperangai aaa lu? gua tunggu lu ni.. janji 4++ skang kul 3++ gua tunggu beb.......................... gua kira masa skang..........

update (pukul 3.57pm) : kawan gua kata dtg esok pulak.. haa ok la,janji lu dtg k bai.. esok kita date lunch sama2 k?

kesayangan

walaupun saya selalu buat jahat kat dia tetapi..

saya rindu. saya rindu dia. saya rindu dia sangat.










saya nak kami yang dulu-dulu. saya sayang dia.

bye odey..

semlm i went to klia with amy,ameng,ery,apam and of course odey sbb nak buhbye odey, dia nak chow to "france".. tolong jaga business his dad kat sana..

balik keja dpt call from amy suruh cepat. mmg rushing gila,mandi pun ntah apa2. port rumah odey dulu,nak convoy sekali. konon nak chow from his house around 6pm,satgi pukul 7pm baru chow. isk isk isk.. penat je siap cepat2..

bla bla bla,sampai klia around 750.. sementara tunggu odey check in,perut dah lapar gila.. dok la pusing klia tu tgk tempat nak dinner.. cam biasa tempat dinner paling awesome,McD!! hahaha
so makan n lepak2 sementara nak tunggu odey masuk boarding gate.. flight 10pm to "france"..

dlm 930 camtu kitaorg dah tercangak kat depan gate tu nak buhbye odey.. ehehehe, miss teary "eye"ry dah menangis,alololo.. we said our goodbyes,hug each other and bla bla bla.. last word yang odey ckp (kira cam pesanan laa..) - "ehh kau kena kurus ni.. jgn makan banyak, aku balik nnt nak tgk kau kurus" yeah yeah whatever laa deng!! nways odey, we will definitely be seeing you soon ok? kumpul duit banyak2,nnt boleh kawen and belanja kitaorg ok? hehehe..

ps : nnt gambaq update later laa nooo~ hehehe

*k bawah ni pics yang baru diupload :-

- at odey's : odey,saya,ery,amy & ameng

- with the boys : amy,apam,odey,saya & ameng

- bye odey @ klia : apam,odey,ery,saya,amy & ameng

a note

i'm still trying and still holding strong,









but i can't do this on my own,so please help me to get through it..
cause in the end, i might let it go..

stupid fuck

i read this entri from a friend about this stupid fuck msian who says the most darndest thing ever. he's pretty sick minded. he moved to the States and think he's the coolest shit,wtf? seriously dude,what the hell were u thinking? ure a joke,the most funniest joke anyone could ever ask for..



go and take a look : - SHITHEAD

menemani kak nani

semlm kakyah ajak teman kak nani pegi klcc lepas office hour (uiihh best best).. boleh window shopping.. hehehe,nak shopping duit dah abis,tunggu kena pegi rompak bank dulu.. heheh

so lepas kerja teman laa kak nani pegi klcc. kat sana kak nani shopping habis. kak nani beli perfume and handbag. hmm a woman can really spend within few hours tau. and thats a fact. gila kan? riban riban jugak kak nani habis. few thousands alone were spent on her handbag. beb,gua cakap gua meleleh tgk kak nani beli barang. takpe pasni keja kuat2,rajin2,kumpul duit. kalau boleh nak buat part time. nak kumpul duit punya pasal. hehehe..

gambar 1 : saya dan kak nani - cookies @ marks & spencer

gambar 2 : my sister - kaknani & kakyah

so lepas shopping tu kak nani ajak makan kat sundanese. woohhoo kak nani belanja.. food kat sundanese boleh tahan la. fried ikan nila paling sedap antara semua. here goes the pics of makan makan at sundanese :-

gambar 1 : foods ordered by kak nani

gambar 2 : ikan nila - sebelom diratah

gambar 3 : ikan nila - tinggal tulang je..

nways thank u so much kak nani belanja kitaorg kat sundanese. best best.

ps : can anyone tell me does ikan nila mempunyai nama lain selain dr ikan nila? coz i believe that's what sundanese ppl call it. malaysian?

weekenders

last saturday (hehe sorry baru nak tulis entri ni) family sebelah ayah dtg and lepak2 kat rumah. ada maksu + family , maklang + family, ayahlong + family, auntiejah + family. just define me the pics below.. hehehe

aktiviti patah tulang paling best..

happy fathers day

i woke up today (sunday 1230pm) and found out that ayah is not around (keluar mana ntah ari ahad camni).. so since its fathers day today i decided to sms him (nak call malas.. hehe) ...

wanie sent : cop,memula sekali happy fathers day! hehe,pastu balik tolong beli paper. Thank you.

ayah replied : quek






ni apa jenis reply ni? QUEK apa? bahasa itik yang ditranslate kan means THANK U ke? anyone?



owh on the extra note which i just hapdet,this is the pics of the celebration and the gift! i bought him kereta mainan antique.. teeheheh

addicted

i'm addicted playing DRAW MY THING..

introduce by none other pro gamers,KAKYAH!! wooohho kakyah u rock!!

check this out : DRAW MY THING

whining

bila minyak naik aktiviti semasa pun cam tergendala sket. arituh isi minyak rm20,biasanya paling kurang pun naik satu tiang minyak tu. ni beb,nak kata suku tak nak kata setengah apetah lagi? gilaaa apa bai.. rm20 bnyk tu je? mcm lepas utk dr rumah ke zoo je? *jarak antara rumah ngan zoo tak sampai 1km.. kot,kot laa..* haa gila apa beb? hiisshh..

tambah pulak ngan perangai satu pompuan shithead ni.. lu pehal ni?? dah tunang buat cara tunang laa. asal nak cari pasal lagi? iisshh.. mmg sick laa dia.. mak kau tak ajar ke eh? tak didik bebetol ke masa kecik? nak kata broken family,kawan aku pun ramai je tapi senonoh je perangai. masih seperti manusia. tapi kau? haihhhh..

anywaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaayyss,there's no use whining that much kan? so let it be laa.. eh let it be ke? sampai bila pulak wehhh??

my birthday

alhamdullilah,on this date genap my age 23 tahun. sumer org kata dah tua. heheh,tua ke?
birthday tahun ni not much diff from past years.. celebrate sket2 je.. mama buatkan

surprise birthday party.. THANK U MA..

so semlm balik keja,tgk sumer mcm biasa je.. tader apa2 pun,

mmg tak expect ada celebration pun sbb dah ckp ngan mama tanak ada apa2. so balik keja mandi,rest kejap skali tehna ajak pegi umah dia,kata nak amik ayahteh balik keja pastu dtg umah balik. (time ni la mama ngan sumer org yg ada kat umah tu kelam kabut setup nak buat surprise). hahaha

after 1 hr tu,balik semula rumah tgk dah ada cake bla bla bla.. makan makan.. (hehehhe)
suka je sbenarnya) dorang pun nyanyi laa HAPPY BIRTHDAY.. (terharu..) ramai jugak la
kira family sbelah mama sumer ada laa.. dekat 35 org kot? wuiisshhh..

dah nyanyi2 potong laa cake tu. salam and hug mama ngan ayah ngan adik

and thanked everyone..

tetiba ayah panggil and he said, "HAPPY BIRTHDAY.. lama dah ayah tak kiss anak

perempuan ayah ni.." pastu dia keluarkan present (uiikk ada.. nyum nyum nyum..)

tgk wrapper from poh kong. punya laa ketaq (menggigil) nak bukak wrapper..

rupanya ayah ngan mama belikan anklet. cantik sgt. thanks again ma,ayah.. LOVE U ALWAYS

(walaupun slalu sgt degil and melawan ckp.. still dpt jugak hadiah best) hehehe..

so that was pretty much about last nite.. biasa2 je laa.. got calls and smss from everyone,

EVERYONE except the dearest one.. (sigh.. not to be written this time). so thanks again

guys!! xoxo.. hehehhe

again

today,my friend HHH sms me and told me he met that someone again..

*sigh*

why HHH was the chosen one? why can't i?

tercekik..

i was concentrating on my work when suddenly i got
a missed call from a friend..
this is very rare of him to missed call me..
so i decided to return his call..

my friend HHH told me he met someone whom i haven't seen for ages..
it was quite devastating,it felt like u've been punched in a stomach..
nways HHH,thanks for the info.. mungkin aku annoyed kau with my questions, but i'm just dying to know.. but that my friend, of course TIADA MAKNA DISEBALIKNYA.. ok?
just for the record, i wanna make myself clear.. ok HHH? thanks again..
to me ure so lucky to have bumped into that someone - 2 ke 3 kali dah?

and i called aifaa to tell her the news :-

w : aifaaaaaaa u know what.. BLA BLA BLA BLA BLA BLA.. siot laa
aifaa : takpe takpe isap rokok banyak banyak..
w : aaa? hahahaha thanks.. bye


ps : yang lain mana yang tak penting tu tak di includekan skali dlm conversation ni..

how i wish la kan to ________________________________ (reka laa sendiri)